Wednesday, May 23, 2012
{ 10:03 AM }
all i can feel is disappointment. i cannot feel any other emotion besides that. now i am thinking why i ended up like this. all i want to do is hide in one corner and cry right now. i should have anticipated this coming right? but..why do i still feel the pain? all of a sudden, i feel as though i've lost everything. 幸福的感觉顿时变成了空虚,悲伤。我好像变成了一无所有。
i am truly very sad now:( if you comfort me, i will tell you everything. but i just can't tell anyone how i am feeling right now. i still remember crying very hard when i failed my physics during my jc days. really miss those times when i had someone to comfort me when i cry. he/she don't have to do anything, just sit there and listen to me, accompany me. but it's difficult to find someone like that now. never mind, at least there's still my shadow and me..i still have my company:(
can't wait to leave this place now.